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| "I Remember" poem animated video. I remember lying there In the darkness of my room In the middle of the day So close, so far away It should have been different I should have been out Enjoying my life But like so many other days For so many years I would just hide away So close to the end To giving up So far from the light Tired and hurt From trying to fight I remember the warmth of the tears That streamed down my face I couldn’t control them Almost unable to breath I remember the pain The emotional pain that was my life The pain that came from self-perception From self doubt From relationships destroyed And battles lost Looking in the mirror And hating what I saw Hating who I was I saw myself Worthless and pathetic Everything I was I hated I remember the blood The physical pain that became a distraction I grew accustomed to it Enjoyed it The cuts on my hands And bruises on my face The deep ache in my eyes That made me forget what was happening inside I remember driving through the night Contemplating life Exhausted, hurting, crying Nowhere to run The darkness in my life was taking over The feeling of hopelessness It was crippling Destroying who I was meant to be I remember the pills There next to my bed Waiting for my end I wanted the end To give up on life Selfishly, I wanted to die Then, a change I couldn’t explain Not at the time But something held on Pulling me through Never leaving my side Though I turned my back God’s love kept me alive His amazing love His light broke the darkness And I let him inside Since then, he’s changed my life He strengthens me when I’m weak I no longer hate I don’t hurt myself The blood on my hands is gone The bruises have healed I’m saved by His grace And I love the life that God has given me Everything is a gift A blessing Every breath I breathe Every beat of my heart Each day When I open my eyes I’m thankful For the love he shows me And I long to show that love to others Hoping they see Christ in my life In everything I do The scars are there as a reminder now Of what God has done for me Of His amazing grace and mercy It’s only because of Him That I’m alive And today and each day after I’ll praise His name | |||||||||

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